After disaster

Siang was again hospitalised for croup for 5 days (13 Oct to 17 Oct 08)at kkh... i am tired, really i am. I am not feeling well too...

Today Siang woke up with rashes again on his neck hence i told Papa Yeo must bring him to see a doctor (i had this bad feeling about this rashes thingy). We went to my company doctor (wanted to save some cost). I was right, the doctor told us the rash is an indication that he is allergy to something and hence it trigger his earlier episode of croup and wheezing.

We were told to change the milk that he intake. we bought pedisure.

I hope that it would solve all his upper respartoiry issue.

My annual leave is really running low, siang is having a scope done in November (by the ENT doctor) to check on his airway (hoping to find out a cause for his repeative episode of croup).

Heaven help me..to tide over this year (for my leave), i do not really wish to take any unpaid leave, it would means that my bonus (with year end coming so soon) would be affected as well :(

My work performance has been badly affected but then again, Siang and family is most important and i have to understand that there need to be a balancing point somewhere.

need to find the guardian angels badly....

I hope when i report to work tomoorrow, time bomb is not awaiting me. i do not have much hearts left to handle big issue...my head swirl...